Starseed,Indingo,Angel incarnation?

I have memories when I was real young Of a fascination with the stars, moon and sun...but I felt like there was so much more....I've had dreams of looking at the sky and seeing many moons and stars and I remember two suns.....and in my dream I asked my parents if they can see it? And they told me no...go to sleep....and in my dream I fall asleep and wake up in this life......that was at 4 years old.....I've had many weird dreams of places that doesn't resemble "earth" I remember one distinct dream of a chamber with a round table and there was a 8 point star on a wall with 4 crecent moons around it (one big,one medium, and 2 small ones on each corner....I remember thinking Dacreo,Grenaldi,Seto,Destani .....Don't know if that's like a creed or something....I remember since I was a kid (btw I'm 25) I use to have this language that isn't English....kinda sounds Latin and German but I never knew what I was saying but I felt like I knew what it meant....I remember memories of being a King and having a queen with a little boy and a daughter who was a toddler and I remember various memories of my people and how prosperous my kingdom was....I was very happy....I remember one memory that looked like an arena full of many of the people in my kingdom and it was like a solstice of some sort in that planet it was done to children when they turn 16 and it looked like a huge projection of what their destiny was...my son being the prince was at age to do his solstice destiny reading....when he stepped onto a platform it got quiet then a huge thunder strike and it got really bright and from his back 6 wings made of light surrounded the stadium and everyone bowed down and I stood their in awe....they called him the choose one...like a avatar....and I remember more memories of him but that's on a next email if you wanna know but the point is that I have past life memories on another planet....on this life I always felt like I never belonged and I was more then I was....I feel inferior now.... it was very lonely....at 16....I felt very confused and frustrated and tired of this existence and I remember receiving this dream when I was younger I had a dream that i was in a place that looked like it was desert with many bolders slamming and crushing everywhere and one was going to slam on me and I closed my eyes to die and I heard silence and I was like in a igloo of feathers and it opened up and the bolder was in dust and I looked up and saw a seraphim (6 winged angel/highest ranking angel) standing behind me....he was very tall like 8 feet and I couldn't see his face...he touched me and I woke up....ever since then I started having many memories of my son and dreams of him alive in the future....I was told that the seraphim could be my guardian.....I asked him once what was his name and he told me....I'm not to reveal it until his birth but it means sprit of lion......I constantly have thoughts of him and I am awaiting his birth because I feel like he is someone very important...after that I had visions and dreams that I was going to be someone very special and loved by many and that I was to find 7 souls who was gonna be my guard?....they were described I guess as friends who was gonna be choosen by me with qualities described to me as Guidance, Strength, Virtue, Loyalty, Solution, Logic, and Confidence....each of their qualities were suppose to unlock apart of me called Justice....in my past life I had a queen and the love of my life and I've had many memories of her life on this earth but I have not yet meet her...I've always felt very lonely because I'm not with her...I remember feeling feelings she's had of missing me too....like were connected.....I remember she was described as Faith....once i was in bed and I having a asthma attack and i couldnt breath and i tried calling my mother but i couldnt and i passed out and i remember seeing a beautiful girl dressed in a white sun dress and she told me that i needed to find her that i cant give up and she pointed at 7 people and told me that they needed me and that i had to find them i also saw many people including my family further back...she told me she loved me and kissed me and I felt a breath of air like CPR and I woke up with my asthma gone...and the taste of cherry lip gloss on my lips...ever since then I grew a connection with people were they see me as their protector and I have become loved by many....even meeting someone for the first time I am automatically liked....I was told by someone who can read auras that my aura was a brilliant blue and gold and silver and was brighter then most....children look at me alot....I'm liked by animals quickly....I feel connected to nature and my surroundings and sometimes hear things ....I've had many weird things happen in my life that have been paranormal and supernatural that I can describe on another email....i just can't seem wondering what does this